wish you were here

Aye, 这个女孩好漂亮喔!

2010-01-01T09:12:00.000-08:00

Im finally back from my taiwan and hongkong trip!

Had loads of fun and met many fun people, made quite a few friends!

I will never forget the farm stay where we fed the chicks and pigs, they were seriously so greedy and such a pig that the piglet ate my hand, causing a cut on my hand.

Met 2moro and we will be on tv!

And omg, i cant believe that one of them actually told me "Aye, 这个女孩好漂亮喔!" :D:D:D

He was just pulling the rope for us to go over to the other side when he just looked at me and said that.

I cant believe my reaction was to just stare at him, what an idiot.

Well, we saw many lovely sceneries too, and took MANY pictures!

I have like 2219 pictures! woah, will take some time to upload all of them up.

We even had our new year countdown in hongkong!

Its actually 8 days in taiwan and 2 days in hongkong.

Taiwan was just shopping and PEARL MILK TEA and buying all the redundant stuff.

Hongkong was eating and going arnd, more of a trip on your own.

And we washed our hair twice, each just for 6bucks! Cheap right!

Ive got so much to say, but ive just got back and am feeling really tired.

So i shall touch more on the trip another day! :D

Pictures will be coming up, dun worry!

Happy 2010 everyone!

Love you all!

May the new year bring joy to you and let everyday get better!

Holidays are such a bore sometimes, but outings arent(:

2009-12-16T05:34:00.000-08:00

16dec09;

Watched new moon today!

Went out with bernard to marina sq whr we went to BREEKS for lunch (:

Love it, the student meal was really nice! Haha, although i ate too much, it was really really really nice, still haha!

Thn we went to watch new moon at 2:20.

The commercials lasted for such a long time!

Well, the show was okay i guess? Not very nice, cos it was kinda messy.

After that we took a walk arnd marina till abt 6plus and we headed down to clarke quay whr we walked arnd again!

Lovely sceneries there in the night. (:

Had fish&chips, yummmmmm!

Smile, cos it was a really lovely day.

Dun think abt those stuff alr yeah! (:

14dec09;

Marina barrage with dunros, thedric, szepei and gloria!

I love to the pictures taken!!! :D:D:D

Shall meet up to take more one day again yeah!

Love thedric's canon one. Fooled arnd with it most of the time instead of mine hahahah!

Had our lunch at XINWANG HONGKONG CAFE!

Aft seeing the SUNSET(Waited so long), we headed down to orchard for our dinner whr we ate at some jap restaurant or smth, nice food they have!

Fun day out with tuition peeps! (:

I've learnt so much abt how to use my DSLR, thanks alot dunros and thedric!

Haha, it feels nice to learn smth, though im not a pro hahaha.

Now i love my Nikon so much much much more!

2009-11-19T07:34:00.001-08:00

Why? ):

Why do all of you have to ignore me?

And give me excuses?

And lie to me?

HAPPYBDAETOMEEEEE(:

2009-11-08T07:49:00.000-08:00

Fish&Chips!

Group photo, YZ, nigel, colin, wilson, me, cindy, fran and BK!

FCC (:

Another group photo outside arcade, me, cindy, fran, colin, yingzhen, wilson, bengkeat, nigel and kaihua

KAIHUA! (Nah, take the photos)

Shocking to see you REALLY.

CINDY! :D

The act-cutes (:

WILSON!

COLIN!

NIGEL!

YINGZHEN!

jumppppforjoyyyyyyy, whatever, dunno what name to give this.

Anw, we had mostly one-takes, like for once we could get it perfect w/o having to keep retaking!(:

From bernard, I LOVE THIS OKAY.

Thanks clinton!

From daddy! I love it, its so cute :D

Thanks daddy mummy!

From mummy! (:

From daddy! (:

Thanks bernard!

NICE, i love totally th cover

Look at this, its longer than that okay! :D

Can be used as a story book alr hahahahah!

Thanks fran!

So, im finally 16! (:

Wooooow, hahaha. And o's are ending.

Time really flies, so fast that i cant even feel anyth sometimes.

Well ytd i had dinner with my family at terminal 2, swensens (:

Went there with my grandpas and my grandma, sis, mum and dad.

Ate so much food, and i had free ice cream! WAHAHHA.

It was so much fun, i even went to shop the previous day at orchard!

Thanks daddy and mummy for your presents, i love them alot! :D

They mean so much, love you all!

And love you kei! :D

So i spent the whole morning and afternoon at home,

And i went to the gym for an hour! :D

Thn th interesting stuffs started to happen!

Today went out with fran, cindy, bengkeat, colin, wilson, nigel and yingzhen! (I didnt leave anyone out right) lol.

I WAS REALLY LATE, supposed to meet at 430 but i left hme at 445, i think.

When i was waiting for the lift, the door opened, and i got a shock.

Clinton was there lol.

Well yeah, he passed me the present. Thanks :D

Its this bottle with this really beautiful blue liquid. I guess its for erm, beautifying purposes?

We went to bishan j8 for our dinner at erm, Manhattan fish market (HOPE I DIDNT NAME IT WRONGLY!)

We all had fish&chips! And i had a free brownie hehehe.

We took pics and had a little chat there, a really little one though haha!

They were all so quiet, busy eating their food. What pigs :D

Then, we went to arcade (LOL Random) cos we didnt knw what to do!

There was no plan and all, so well, we just decided to go, since the guys like arcade so much.

And there, we saw KAIHUA!! Hahaha, so cool right.

I haven seen him for a really really long time.

When i tapped him, he went "erm you are.. Clarice?" with his unsure look.

I wonder why, Hahaha issit that he forgot my name or couldnt tell who i was.

Well, i guess thats what you get with long-time-no-see-friends?

Hahaha, he has really really changed alot.

So we took pictures! :D Randomly again, cos i dunno why, i didnt take any with him before i think! not close i guess? lol.

And thn we left him to continue our lovely day on our own.

Me, fran, cindy and bengkeat played the basketball game.

And we sucked hahaha. Me and cindy could only play one round.

Fran and bengkeat were good! Such good erm, partners LOL. Forgot that worddddd.

And thn when we finished 2 rounds, i turned around and the rest of them were gone.

WITHOUT NOTICE, i guess they were bored.

Felt really afraid of boring them again, so i quickly went to find them.

End up they just went to the toilet lol.

Theyre like, i dunno, wizards? Appearing as and when they want to.

Bengkeat left thereafter.

We thn walked arnd j8, which was seriously boring hahahhaha.

Thn fran left and we took a train over to orchard!

OH YAH, good luck for your geog papers! (fran&bengkeat)

We went over to ion and had a walk arnd, whr we found places to take pics too.

Sat outside ion, and this security guard chased us away, seriously i find no reason in doing so.

Hmm, but its alright. We found another place near to continue our taking of pics!

It was really really fun (:

Love them all!

Thn we left at abt 10?

And i met bernard, whr he gave me a muffin and sang the bdae song to me :D

Lol, though the muffin was really last min, i can tell you that its really nice, OMG LIKE SERIOUSLY NICE! Hahahha, i wished i could finish it all at that moment, but i decided not to.

Shall eat it tmr morning wahhahhaa.

And he gave me this really nice present. I dunno what to call it, but yeah, i love it! Its nice!

Thanks fran for the spongebobbbbbb :D:D

Thanks daddy mummy for your presents! Love you all!

Thanks clinton for the present too! The card's cute haha.

Well, is that all? I hope i didnt miss out anyone. Please tell me if i do! THANKS. No offence if i did alright? hahaha. Im too hyper that i could miss out on many ppl!

THANKS ALL WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BDAE, you guys are so nice, Lovesloves!

OH YEAH, one of the days, i saw elan from 6F at taka!

Omg, shes so so so pretty! :D

231009

2009-10-23T09:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY HAPPY TO THE MAXXXXX!

Got a LOLLIPOP For FREE from Wayne, "MadeInCandy" (:

Sweet!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAING HTET! (:

Met cindy to study today.

And she joined my tuition!

Love you my bestbestbestbestest! :D

And i saw YingZhen! :D:D:D

And there you go.

Im supposed to be happy..

CLARICE, You can do it (:

Work harder okay! GOGOGO!

2009-10-13T07:41:00.001-07:00

For the whole time at tuition, all i could think was "why arent you there anymore?" as it seems to be. I dunno, but i really just feel like, im the only one caring.

Its not that i dunno you guys are working hard too.

I DUNNO LAR. I held back my tears as hard as i could, everytime successful though.

There was nth else i could do, there was a lesson going on.

Why? ):

2009-10-12T08:19:00.000-07:00

Nikko, I really miss you.

Do you too? Haha, i wouldnt knw.

Theres so much things i wanna tell you, but i cant anymore.

I wanna look at you whenever ive got things on my mind, but its all so diff now.

Im so dying to ask you "why are they like that?", but i just cant.

Shall go and find you soon :D

Why does it seem like everyone else is there, but you arent?

Everytime i hope you guys would be there, i just find myself feeling disappointed.

I thought i would have you both when im going through this period,

but everytime i called, the ans is most likely a "no" till i have no courage to call or ask anymore.

Whenever i told myself to try and ask you out, it just turns out wrong.

Why are things like that? ):

How i wish i can receive your calls without having to wait for you to accidentally read this or be reminded to call me.

Whr is the "what are friends for?" I really wanna feel it again, like always.

And we could always laugh like we used to. Its just so different now.

No matter how i tell myself, "everyth will be okay" and "its just me thinking too much" AND "we are really really good friends", i just knw its different. I can lie to others, but not to myself.

I really miss you. Well, no matter what, good luck for your o's alright? I would want you two to do well, loves.

Tuition, my second home

2009-10-02T09:03:00.000-07:00

My Blue Sky.

Well have not been having time to blog so here i am.

Shall update a little. And rly a little, not much mood today.

Pon-ed sch today and went to eat lunch with my daddy and mummy at ion.

Haha, love the time spent with them :D

I watched them eat, though i did steal a little hahaa.

Had jap! And we went for durian ice cream, SNOW ICE (:

The food was rly nice! So thats my lunch.

I had garlic bread (I know, SMELLY RIGHT, but nice) and cornflakes with milk!

Have been eating cornflakes with milk everyday, dunno why so addicted.

Thn i took the train to novena and studied chem at starbucks!

Wow, saw alot of people walking arnd, hoping to see someone i knw.

Thn this caucasian came to sit with me (:

Rly friendly, hahaha. Only when she smiles that is lol.

I HAD COMPANION LEH! :D Well, did quite alot i guess?

But seriously alot of qns unable to tackle.

I do hope i manage to pass this hurdle and do well. Im rly trying my best, to motivate myself i just so hard.

Went for tuition aft that.

Rough time, shant talk abt it. I dunno why too.

I just didnt feel that well when i saw..

Its just lame and stupid. You dun deserve anyth, Clarice.

I went for a walk on my own, and somehow SAND GOT INTO MY EYES.

So i stood there beside ronald macdonald and the colourful fountain.

I felt so stupid, like everyone was looking at me (sort of)

So i quickly calmed myself down and started walking.

Decided to go somewhr quieter, there were just too many ppl, so irritating.

So i walked to the ulu place behind tuition and sat there.

DAMN SCARY.

I was like so down, and scared at the same time.

Seriously, i was hoping i wasnt alone, but at the same time i wanted to be alone.

How contradicting. But anw, it still hurt.

I decided to go back for tuition, didnt want to isolate myself, so i got up.

As i walked back, this car drived passed me, and there were 3 guys inside, all looking at me.

They opened the window, and smiled and me with this rly cheeky smile, twitching their eyebrows. I felt so scared, i ran all the way up to tuition.

I thought they were gonna get down of the car.

I couldnt have been more afraid. Their disgusting faces are still in my head, oh well.

But anw, i still like to be at tuition i guess.

Making friends too. Ive got to knw quite a few ppl :D

Valerie, Sharon, Cass, Mark, Htet, Shawn, Hiaren(HOW TO SPELL lol), Julien and so on.

Cant rly rmb if there are any others. Hahah, and the tuition teachers i guess.

Good luck everyone for your o's!

Okay before i forget, BIRTHDAYS:

Cass - 30 june

Htet - 23 oct

Valerie - 22 april

Mark - 8 june

Shawn - 3 dec

My parents are watching bai wan da ge xing again.

Haha, some rly nice songs. Gosh, the memories.

2009-07-25T04:18:00.000-07:00

Have been sick for days, almost a week alr.

Fever actually hit till 40.3 few days ago.

This is so fustrating.

This time that im sick, i missed so many things.

Wanted to work hard for o's alr and here i am sick like hell.

I missed my class photo taking.

Smsed miss woo, but it seems shes ignoring me.

Whatever.

Last year of my secondary sch days and i missed my photo taking.

Went to sch on thurs and everyone wore ethnic costumes.

I wore too of cos.

but was made to change cos i was wearing singlet, sucks.

didnt tie my hair, and she repeatedly asked me to tie.

Again and again.

Couldnt you have given me time?

Plus i was sick.

Well whatever.

Vomitted during emaths lesson,

of cos i went to the toilet.

Im now stuck at hme alone.

Parents and sis at korea.

Can this get any worse?

I dun wanna mourn the whole day.

Hope i'll recover fast and start my revision for o's.

Rly have no mood to do anyth.

Too weak to walk arnd.

This is just driving me crazy.

19july09

2009-07-18T09:20:00.000-07:00

Exams are over!!!

FINALLY :D

Well watched harry potter on thurs.

Disappointing.

Went to the science centre :D

On dunnno which day XD Shall upload the photos another day ahhaha.

Went with clinton, junhuang and ben.

Had quite a lot of fun.

Haven been there for quite long alr.

And today is a SATURDAY!

Went for facial.

DAMN PAIN. And i fell aslp!!

The girl helping me was sooo hilarious.

She told me she had acne and hate pimples.

So whichever client she washes the face for,

she will get rid of EVERY SINGLE PIMPLE, not letting them off.

She practically said she will not let them off!

HAHAHA even those not visible to eye.

Funny.

Thn went to bishan to buy things with my sis while my mum went to fetch my ahma.

So we bought food, bubble tea and went to the popular.

After that went shopping!

At only one shop though.

That explains all that photo of me in clothes.

ARGH i wanna shop somemore!

It was such a rush that i only bought the two white blouses.

OH And i bought a new goggles and a one piece swimming costume!!!

Hope i didnt make the wrong choice!

Had a dark blue and the dark grey to choose from.

And i chose the dark grey one.

Well at least i finally got it!

So i can swim peacefully now :D

Well thurs is racial harmony day i think.

Dunno if i can get smth to wear by then.

HOPE SO.

Last year alr!! And i wanna wear smth.

Hey friend, cheer up alright?

Things will be over soon :D

Youve done all you could.

2009-07-11T10:24:00.001-07:00

8july09

2009-07-08T07:23:00.001-07:00

So i went studying today again!

And yesterday too of cos!

Reached LJS at arnd 4?

And met clinton, well kinda.

Not rly planned lol.

Thn jun huang came.

Thn we did some emaths qns, gosh i think i seriously did kinda little.

KEPT STARING.

Thats all i could do, shit ==

And thn i saw elaine!

Hahaha, okay i mean, i saw her before jun huang came ==

Thn damin came.

Went for dinner with clinton at the food court at abt 740?

Kinda hungry, but i was craving for ice cream.

And i didnt get it.

Oh well nvm.

When we got back, dunros was alr there,

with mr goh.

Wah he hyper leh!!!

Being a teacher, hes considered super duper good lar.

Put in so much effort for students.

Ytd at abt 10 still at bk ==

Tiring i guess?

Well gonna start studying again.

Tmr emaths, ARHHHH. And thurs is like... I FORGOT.

Nvm but must be some difficult paper whr i have to read so much.

SIAN.

OH and today's amaths was okay i guess,

counted REALLY easy, not what i expected but i still couldnt do ==

WHAT IS THIS. Gosh.

And chem was counted easy too, but i just wasnt sure.

Though i could ans, but it might even be crap.

Hahah well luck to everyone for their papers!

I ate my lunch at 9am today!

WOW, more like breakfast.

Arh, random. Im too brain washed..

STRESSSTRESSSTRESSSTRESS.

STUDYSTUDY. 6july09.

2009-07-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

Studied with FRANCESCA, DAMIN, CLINTON & DUNROS today!

Well with other chung cheng friends in the morning.

Went to bk at 830! :D

MORNING DUH, tiring okay!

And im back here, and its 1030 in the night!

More than 12 hrs?! LOL.

Fun day studying :D

Fran thanks for the sweets! :D

MEET AGAIN SOON, loves! (:

Lucks for your venice test!

And lucks for all's prelims, esp SS tmr.

Arhhhh!!! SCARY.

Lucks :D:D

THANKS for fries and pi pa gao sweetttttttttttttt.

POLICE POLICE POLICE.

2009-07-05T08:51:00.001-07:00

Gotta face them again.

First was for molestation case, thn stolen bag case and now..

HARASSMENT?

Well, of cos im not the one carrying out those acts ==

Haix, no more police involvement case pls.

Its scary.

EMO is not the word.

2009-06-30T10:21:00.001-07:00

All of a sudden i just realised theres exam,

PRELIMS. Awaiting me. Olevels. Still awaiting me.

and i have to rly do well, cos i want to.

Not that i didnt knw theres exam( OF COS I DO & OF COS I STUDIED & OF COS IT MATTERED ALOT), it just suddenly mattered like everything.

Okay if you dun understand what i mean, its alright,

cos i dun too.

Its like 1am now so i might be typing smth crazy.

Just read a book, well, a love story.

Hahaha, lame?

I dunno, but its kinda nice and funny.

And simple.

I laughed twice, just reading abt the kid asking his brother naive qns, HAHA.

Gosh and im back to thinking and thinking and thinking.

How i wish this would stop.

Fri's eng paper.

You think i will do well?

I have no idea.

If not nikko was here, i could play with him now.

Rather than feeling so afraid and have no one to talk to.

Sucks, everyone's going to sch tmr and im here staying awake.

Reading a book when i shd study instead.

What do i do?

I seriously dunno.

Ive been like that the whole night.

Dun understand why i keep getting stressed over exams.

Guilt cos i think ive not study enough?? I dunno.

I have to face it, and face it with the right attitude and clear mind.

But can i do it?

I knw, everyone faces the same kinda stress like i do.

The same exam, same paper.

But why do i keep feeling like im last in everything.

Or maybe i rly am?

Oh gosh.

Do you feel like im writing a poem? HAHAHA, okay so not funny.

I guess i have no idea how to put my feelings in words.

All the nonsense im typing now.

Just stop the tears, which i dun understand why theyre even appearing.

Maybe i drank too much water, cos i didnt even ask them to appear.

Nite ppl,

lucks for your exams too.

Fran&Cin: Issit me? Or are we really..?

If you do read this, i dunno if you get what i mean. But yeah.

Maybe its just cos i miss you guys too much hahaha.

All the best for everything (: You are 2 special and clever girls. haha,

Loves.

Not that the prob lies with you.

I guess i ask for too much.

I wish there was no such thing as FEAR.

Just so that i wont feel it.

2009-06-27T11:16:00.001-07:00

Went for dinner at some restaurant with my family and had porridge :D

With some dishes of cos haha.

Thn i went to yishun to meet the guys and they had their dinner at the foodcourt

before going over to starbucks for a drink.

What a huge appetite they have ==

Saw mengwah, junliang, ji tao and yong han hahaa.

Watched transformers(:

Its rly nice! Hahaa, and wow junhao and ron were on tv?!

HAHAHA got pulled by the reporter.

Reached hme at abt 1am i guess haha.

Thanks for the band :D

ITS REALLY PRETTY.

ShopSHOPShop in UK! :D

2009-06-26T10:50:00.000-07:00

Those above are my pyjamas! :D

Bought from UK!

Damn cheap lar!!

All below $10 i think.

Dresses from Topshop!

Wanted the shoes there, but too ex):

Omg i love the shoes! Too bad.

Shall earn my own money and buy some day when i go back!

2 tops, 2 ehhhh, shorts? ( what do you call them ==), 1 high-waist belt(frm H&M).

Theres another shoe, but i didnt take it!

Well, sneakers. I WANT THEIR HEALS. O.O

Okay this post is useless.

Im just bored so decided to update SOMETHING, ANYTHING.

HAHA.

Lucks for prelims everyone!

2009-06-21T13:55:00.000-07:00

Just got back from the tiring day.
Went to legoland and windsor castle.
I just didnt have any mood for those, but i guess it shd be fine if i was fine.
Haha, hope i didnt affect the mood.
Restrained myself from saying im tired.

Could barely talk the whole time.
Even now.
The moment i start to talk, my throat is just sooooo sore.
Argh what is this ==
ohwell, hope it will get btr tmr.
Terrible moood today.
How i wish theres porridge.):

2009-06-21T00:55:00.001-07:00

FEVER):

What A Day! :D

2009-06-20T13:25:00.001-07:00

Rory. (:

Sian.(:
I love her eyes!

Met Rory and Sian!!! Well, Sian's pronounced as Sean.
Hahaha went to meet my mum's exboss i think, for lunch.
And Rory and Sian are her childrennnnnn.
Wow, finally i have friends who are from a english country.
At some hotel, and we had some drinks and talked ALOT before moving over to a restaurant.
Had rly nice food, i love the mashed potato!
Hahaha tried pistachio ice cream, YUCK it sucks.
Seems like i have the same liking as both of them.
Well not totally of cos, like half here and there.
Haha, rory likes maths and art, SAME.
Sian loves chocolate and shopping!
Haha, she talks alot, which is rly good. Haha friendly ppl.
Went to shop with Sian and she brought me arnd the city to shop!
Went to H&M and TOPSHOP and RiverIsland!
The shops are SO HUGE.
Even bigger than those in Spore, woah.
LOTS of accessories and all O.O
I CONTROLLED OKAY hahahaha!
Hahah i bought 2 tops! Wanted the belt but argh, didnt dare to spend that much.
I WANTED IT SO MUCH!!! Oh well..
She bought her dress which is 40pounds, wow S$80?

Hahah thn we went to meet the adults and Rory before going our separate ways.
Got lost quite alot but we still found them.
First time going out alone with a new friend in another country.
Haha. I guess i have lots of first times here.
Her life is like so much different from mine when i hear of the things she does.
Hahaha but its really really cool. A new experience (:
Thn My family and I went to chinatown and ate our dinner at some chinese restaurant.
GOSH the food is sooooo salty!
I feel like im having a fever alr, hope i dont.
Hate the air here. hahaha.

19june09

2009-06-19T15:22:00.000-07:00

HORRIBLE LOOKING.

Yesterday, we left HARES&HOUNDS to find a place at BATH.
It was so much btr, more like a hotel than a cottage.
More comfortable i guess haha.
BATH is quite a nice place, more ppl.
And of course a bigger town than cotswold.
Saw lots of chinese, and played with 2 chihuahuas.
Reminded me of nikko. Haha. THEY WERE SO CUTE.
Nikko is too(: Its all just so diff now, oh well.

Had ben & jerry's icecream. Its rly nice!
First time eating it.

We went to the HUGE supermarket too!
Wow so many different things there.
I knw, whats the diff btn supermarkets and SUPERMARKETS?
Nothing hahaha.
But we dun have as many types of cheese as them,
gosh there were so many.
Oh well, not a fan of cheese.
Saw a guy using deodorant and putting it back on the shelf ==
The scene was just so funny.

And we shopped at GAP. Bought 2 singlets.
:D:D
Went to take some pictures of the famous hotel, I FORGOT THE NAME.
And we saw this cute little boy who was running arnd.
He ran so far from his parents and they didnt rly bothered, O.O
They just kept kissing and cuddling hahaha, GOSH.

And and, i saw this chocolate at this branded watch shop, arhhhhh so nice!
It looks like some ehhhh expensive thing, whatever lar, something rly shiny, just doesnt look anything like chocolate.
The girl at the counter gave me one and when i ate it, it totally melted into my mouth.
Omg, ITS SO NICE. Its from belgian i think, seems rly expensive i guess haha.

Visited the palace today!
It was such a hmmm.. unique experience?
Hahaha there were like ghostly figures telling you the history or smth,
and i didnt understand any of it. HAHA.
But the palace is REALLY huge with beautiful portraits of the dukes and duchess.
A pity i couldnt take photos inside.

Today was filled with rides from one place to another.
Had a 2hplus ride from BATH to oxford where i saw oxford university.
I had no idea it was actually scattered arnd the whole town/city.
I thought it was a building itself but when we drove arnd,
there were the science departments, labs and all everywhr.
Stopped at oxford for lunch, at some chi restaurant.
I love the errrrrr.. dou sha bing? hahaa nvm.
After that we took abt an hour ride to return our car at Europcar(i think) and took a bus over to the airport, whr we took the express train to central london.
Gosh we took the wrong one. Instead of the express one, we took the one which would stop at every station.
Wasted our time ==
And the train ticket is like S$100polus OMG.
Thn we took a cab down to our apartment which took abt 30mins?
And im in the hotel room now!
Tiring day man, had our dinner at 10 maybe?
Had spaghetti and shepherd's pie.
I love the potato! Had a little beef, and its my first time again hahaa.

Okay im the only one awake now. SCARY.
Shd slp soon.
Nite:D

Somehow, i cant wait to go back.

Why bother breaking down when youre not doing anything to improve the situation. Thats just immature and useless. Whats the point of feeling so afraid. Nothing's changing.

2009-06-17T11:46:00.001-07:00

Visited the church that harry potter was filmed! I think its the cathedral.
Kinda cool, with the familiar scenes and all that you see haha.
But my day was terribly spoiled by my tummy.
It was like pain all the way, totally uncomfortable. I think its gastric?
Oh well i felt so sick, at least im back at the hotel now
and i feel btr.

Playing monopoly now!
HAHA, the UK version.

Other than the church, we went to the new mall, its kinda big.
Compared to the other malls, this is the biggest ive seen.
The rest is like soooooo small and ex.
Walked arnd before eating our dinner at angel chef at arnd 5, SO EARLY.
Hahaha, but its kinda cheap.
Felt so at home cos everyone working there is from asia!
Haha, like finally got chinese food. If not i think im gonna die with the excess intake of oil.
GOSH.

I cant wait to go to london man!
This countryside is just not for me.
Hahah though i love the sceneries, views and all but i just feel kinda weird.

Well thats all i did today.
Gonna slp early today again!
HAHA. Everyday also like that.
Its like 3am in spore now and 8pm here.
ALOT of diff, cant take it.
Hahaha still feel very tired lor.
Well nite everyone,
though im sure many ppl are aslp alr.

I NEED TO STUDY, like REALLY REALLY.
HOW.

I just wanna grab your hand and hold it tight.

I saw the photos of nikko!
Hehe :D
So cute. BUT blur lor!
Lousy skills hahaha.

Day2/3? (I dun even knw)

2009-06-16T00:27:00.000-07:00

Another day at UK!
So far this place is so quiet.
Okay.. like DUH, its a countryside haha.
Going to town to walk afterwards.
Its still so cold here. Having goosebumps the whole day.
I hope im not sick or what.
Abit of sorethroat and all.
And im still not used to the time here!!
Its like only 8am here, and 3pm in spore.

OH and their english breakfast is so not for me.
I feel kinda sick eating it, ahha.
No appetite. Not that its horrible, its nice.
Oh well. But i love the bread! Same as spore though ==

Well just a update :D
Bye!

IMY. (:

(:

2009-06-15T06:15:00.000-07:00

Finally here in UK!
At some place called, cotswold?
Its like so retro(?) here, with all the cottages and all.
Arrived yesterday and slept at some hotel near the airport.
13hours of flight is just so crazy, i watched a few movies!
Lots of latest ones just came up lor, can watch hehee.

Well time is kinda running out so i shall not go into detail.
Just arrived and settled down at the second hotel,
AND i only have internet access at the hotel.
Irritating lor, they said have de but we just couldnt connect in the room.
While waiting for the car rental collection, we actually met 2 kids,
born in england but from sydney. SO CUTE!!
Jerry(?), the girl, is 8 and the guy, Mat(?), is 10.
HAHA he told me he was 13, but her sis was like "Nah, hes just lying, hes 10!"
He was so paiseh.
This was the first time i felt so stressed speaking english!
The girl kept going "pardon?" like i dun make sense.
Hope i didnt actually speak singlish HAHA!

I kinda miss Singapore already haha!
The weather here is really nice. Cooling, and sometimes rly freezing.
Okay, freezing's applying to me only, im scared of cold what hahaha.

Im supposed to study my lit! And im not touching it hahaha.
Shit. B, I also cant study! Hahaa. Its not just you lor.
Well, tkecare everyone!
Shall be back soon, hopefully tmr.

Tsk time difference so much that makes me feel so away from Spore.
Loves!

LONDON!

2009-06-13T08:48:00.000-07:00

Bye singapore!

Leaving in abt 10hours?

Will miss everyone!

LOVES(:

12june09 I LOVE THIS DAY!

2009-06-12T09:02:00.000-07:00

PICTURES FIRST(:

Tell me, how shd i decipher you?

Cos i have just no clue.

FRAN!

2009-06-01T06:52:00.001-07:00

TOOK LOADS OF PICS!

Lazy to upload all XD

Loves!

SORRY FRAN, i forgot to buy the two impt things, so couldnt bake ):

HAPPY BDAE LUCAS! (:

2009-05-22T07:30:00.000-07:00

Sports carnival today.

BORING.

I so wanted to play some sport, like badminton or table tennis.

Too bad i had no idea abt it beforehand tsk.

So whole day idling arnd, BORING. WASTE TIME.

When sch ended, we went to the canteen to celebrate lucas's bdae.

:) HAPPY BDAE.

Went hme to change and went to cine for kbox with jixian, cheng and lucas.

Toh came soon after that.

Sang till 7 and went to taka for dinner.

Had a rly fun time :D

Shant go into detail hahaa.

AND BAKAS,

Ive done my part. Lol.

Eh i want to slp leh! SO TIRED.

Pls get the pics, if not effort wasted lol.

21 may (:

2009-05-21T07:34:00.001-07:00

TODAY HALF DAY OF SCHOOL ONLY!!!

Envious?!?!? Whahahah.

Sch ended at 10 and i went to watch TheNightinTheMuseum2 with the guys.

Hahaha quite funny.

I loved the monkeys! :D ABLE. hahahha.

After that, went to study while they played games at cheng&sen's hse.

And i went to meet CINDY for dinner! At mac ==

HAHAHA. I knw, unhealthy eh?

WHO CARES (:

Once in a while wont die right!

AND HAPPY BDAE ANNICE! (:

The girls actually bought her a bra, TSK ahhahaha.

Tmr's LUCAS's bdae.

Shall say happy birthday in advance first!

HAPPY BDAE! (:

WAH, mine is still long way man!

KBOX W TONG EN&SHERILYN!

2009-05-17T06:39:00.001-07:00

CRAZY SYNDROMES XD

This was the dress i bought(:

And tong en bought this hahaha.

Ive got a new friend today!

Hahaha, and shes tong en.

I feel so )@(#*$(&%&.

I mean, fun times pass REALLY fast, and i hate it!

TSK. We had so much fun today.

I guess we all clicked kinda well haha.

After tuition with sherilyn, we went to collect her shirt at bugis street before going to orchard.

Had some communication prob and we took quite a long time to find tong en haha.

When we finally met, we went to cine.

They talked alot! HAHHAHA i was like " what are you guys talking abt?"

cos i was kinda lost.

But slowly it was alright. (:

I find them quite funny though hahaha.

Went to kbox and sang lots of songs, and soon i found myself talking comfortably with tong en.

We started our camwhoring hahah! COOL EH?

I wouldnt usually do that with a stranger i think.

Sang and sang and duet from 3-6plus.

While taking photos, i dropped the remote control behind the tv XD

Couldnt even take it out and we left it hahahah!

Quickly left the kbox lvl aft that LOL.

Thn we walked arnd far east.

Tong en did her eye brows hahaha. Girls need to look nice what! :D

I SAW JOSHUA ANG, again. And he gave me some look hahahha.

Shopped arnd before going off for dinner.

The food was nice! hahaha.

AND sherilyn actually left her phone there! Luckily when we went back, it was still there.

After eating, i decided to buy the dress, so i bought with tong en.

It took me the whole eating time and walking time to decide.

The second piece was only 10bucks while the first piece was $19.90.

So we split among ourselves(:

Took pictures while walking and they sent me to the mrt, THANKS!

Hahaha, and we hugged goodbye, like rly, the only friends i hugged were fran and cin O.O

I mean usually after outing.

Well, i guess we clicked kinda well hahhaa.

FUN DAY! :D

HAPPY BDAE GRANDPA!

2009-05-13T04:21:00.000-07:00

Camwhored alil hehe.

I LOVE THIS!

Okay the pics above were taken on 9may!

Celebrated gonggong's early bdae and went to some restaurant at people's park!

I LOVE THE BUN(:

And some dishes!

12 May; ACTUAL DAY

SUSHI!(:

TADA hahahha, this is the pic! :D

I almost vomitted eating this GOSH

Stupid face.

Cheers!

ICE CREAM!!

Does this look like a high class restaurant? :D:D

Celebrated gonggong's bdae ytd at the jap restaurant at yck stdm(:

Sryy huimin! Cancelled last min, im SO sry.

Well we had our dinner there and took loads of pics!

Hahaha, even my ahma wanted to take pics.

So cute right!

Had fun!

Happy bdae gonggong!

Okay today is 13th,

so BELATED(:

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

2009-05-10T07:44:00.000-07:00

DADDY!

ICE CREAM!

Teriyaki chicken!! I LOVE THIS MAN!

AGEDASHI TOFU!!

TEMPURA (:

MUMMY!

KEIKEI!

Dun you think i look like a kid here == OMG.

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS IN THE WORLD! (:

Well today played badminton with my family in the evening!

hahaha, REALLY FUN.

Was laughing throughout, and we rly sweat alot.

Feels good to play sports again(:

Morning had tuition, thn i went to burger king.

Hahahha its so funny.

I saw cory at tuition, and when i went to bk, i saw him again.

Well so after badminton, we went to the restaurant opp!

I had no idea there was one lar!

I mean, one at yck stadium?!

Lol, okay, so we had sushi and many delicious food!

So full after that.

Life has been rly boring for me.

Always staying at hme, nothing interesting.

Hahha well i guess its supposed to be like this,

since its the olvl yr.

We have no midyrs!

So good lar, its like everyone is studying for it,

and we arent.

but i guesss its kinda like a disadvantage since we wont be studying as much.

Good luck everyone! (:

Oh and i tried the pancake today.

gosh it sucked, but adding kaya was nice.

hahaha, but it was a totally diff result compared to those sold outside, TSK.

I rly hope you liked it,

since you complained.

A little.

I was like " I actually bought it for you, cant you pretend to at least eat it happily"

Well nvm, im sry thn.

But i sincerely with you a happy mothers' day.

Loves.

28april'09

2009-04-28T07:09:00.000-07:00

Its so TREMENDOUS!

Dunno if i used the word correctly.

Hahaha my mum gave me a new shampoo to use.

And it really makes your hair sooo soft hahaha.

Okay FINE. I knw im making a fuss out of nth.

Nikko, how are you?

I knw you are fine :D

Went for a run earlier and my parents wanted to go to the market aft that so we walked there.

Saw a chihuahua, looks alot like nikko!

Sadly, its blind.

So pitiful eh.

Though it wasnt my dog, i still felt that moment of pain for it.

It really reminded me alot of you.

I almost broke down, but i knew i couldnt.

I wasnt the only one there. And it would have been so NOT-thoughtful.

I guess i just miss you, rly miss you.

How i wish you were right there with me.

Love you.

Hope i can find the time to see you real soon.

I rly just wanna play with you again.

2009-04-28T04:13:00.000-07:00

This shd be a lengthy post?
HAHA i think ive not been blogging for too long that i have no idea how im supposed to blog alr.
So i'll just go with whatever comes to my mind! :D

I have no idea what is the cause, but ive been feeling rather restless these days.
Maybe its exams? Olvls?
Haha, i rly dunno but i knw ive not been feeling comfortable with things.
I guess i just have no idea what im doing at all.
Seriously, stress have been real heavy
and its totally not cause ive been studying really hard or anything.
Terrible eh?
Ive rly got to buck up! Or i'll really regret.
Do wake up girl! NOW (:

Ive just realised how much is needed to keep things going.
As its said, It takes two hands to clap.
I guess it applies for many aspects in life.
Everyone's just busy these days.
Really hope things pass real fast.
AND everything will be btr!!

Okay so, thursday is our chinese paper alr.
June will be the actual one oh gosh.
Lucks to everyone!

Oh and im selling out coupons for charity!
Those interested, you could ask me for more info (:
Its only $5!! I really need your help!!
Or i wouldnt knw when i will finish selling them hahaha.
Thanks to those who bought it from me! (:
KIND SOULS :D

Well lets just talk abt the past few weeeks.
Have rly rly been slacky!
But i did complete my work (:
Though its not good enough!
I KNOW.
Ive been SOOOO into baking! (you have no idea)
Baked lots of cookies, even my mum and friends are so enthusiastic about it!
Things are really fun, sadly i wont be able to share it with them.
But i do knw we will one day, i hope :D
And ive been spending SUNDAYS wisely!
Swam the other day with sophia, sally and viny couldnt swim hahaa, so they took pictures.
Been rly long since i swam, feels kinda nice hahaha but im just too lazy!
And one of the week we had mutiple shocks from miss woo!
She practically gave us surprise tests one after another haha.

Like really, ive got so much to say!
And i guess its cos there are just too much that ive not been updating,
so i cant rly rmb much!

So BYE :D

I just need the support.

NAPFA

2009-04-16T06:10:00.000-07:00

Yeah, you saw the big word. NAPFA.

I did so badly man.

First time in 3 yrs, i did all i could there.

Tried avoiding Ds, but i still got 2.

And now, its just silver at most.

Tired and so dejected now.

I rly wanted a gold.

Oh well, maybe im looking too much into this.

Just, imagine stopping sports for 3yrs just cos of it.

And you actually loved sports.

Thn end up getting terrible results.

AND I wanna lose weight!!!! OMG.

Its so freaking hard.

2009-04-07T07:42:00.000-07:00

Thanks for the rose (:

Its rly lovely! Hahaha (:

OKAY THIS BUG INVADED MY HOUSE!

My mum and sis started all the screaming first hahahha.

And when my dad saw it, he was like wow this is so rare,

AND he could even go to the room to take his phone just to take a pic of it ==

While all of us are like screaming with fear.

Thn he caught it, CALMLY AND SLOWLY.

Well he asked me to post this up, and ask if anyone knows what this is.

HAHAHHA, so anyone knws? :D

Im curious tooo hahaha. Its neither a cockroach nor a praying mantis nor a whatever hahaha.

Been really slacky these days. I think my motivation lvl is rly low.

GOSH! This had btr start changing, or i'll DIE.

Badly. STUDY HARD! Its time to wake up!

WELL, im gonna post my conv with toh hahahah. THIS IS CRAP MAN. Beanbean is pissed lol.

spinach. LOL, i skip most of the openended compre ><

ME: lol! aiya see yiour kind knw salr hahahaa

spinach. LOL, what sia. anyhow.

ME: whr gt! hahahaah. its true lor

spinach. no lor. *must find something to disturb you* STRAWBERRY! LOL.

ME: LOL whats strawberry hmmmmm a fruit>

spinach.dont act act v^^

ME: wow fruits are healthy!

eat more (:

spinach. LOL.

ME:act what lol

spinach.hehehehe, we both know what iam talking about

kwa kwa kwa

ME: hmmm seriously i have no idea

spinach.save your explanations><

ME: its the best youve ever heard!

spinach. LOL. alright i give up.

must i say the real name? LOL.

ME: of strawberry? wow

spinach. yup

ME: you even knw its scientific name?

wah i didnt knw you so nerd hahahaha

spinach. LOL, alright i've decided. you need some disturbance tommorow

ME: what!!

youre giving me strawberry to eat?

or like a basket of fruits?

spinach. stop making me laugh like an idiot in front of my com. LOL.

ME: i didnt knw you were so good!!

hahaaha ARE YOU?

youre suppse to laugh

spinach. yes. LOL.

ME: reduce chances of wrinkles!

spinach. LOL. this is dope. alright, i had enough

spinach. says: (10:10:13 PM)

OHYA, ITS AHDI

ME: ahahahah ahdi?

i only knw ahmeng

spinach. says: (10:10:49 PM)

LOL

spinach. says: (10:10:53 PM)

AHMENG

spinach. says: (10:10:54 PM)

okay

spinach. says: (10:10:56 PM)

his new name

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:11:03 PM)

omg whose name

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:11:16 PM)

i thought ahmeng only got one!

spinach. says: (10:11:35 PM)

LOL. you are screwing with me, jellybean.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:11:41 PM)

wow

are you saying im beautiful,sweetand colourful like jbs??

thnks!

spinach. says: (10:12:13 PM)

nah, its just a term.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:13:19 PM)

hahaahah fine

spinach. says: (10:13:36 PM)

hehehehe, i shall say the name.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:13:44 PM)

no fun one you

say the name?

the world are filled with names!

spinach. says: (10:14:05 PM)

omg.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:14:14 PM)

or you wanna tsay my name? :D

spinach. says: (10:14:18 PM)

you are beginning to sound like ron. LOL.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:14:29 PM)

i knw its the nicest rice you'll ever find hahahaah

ron?!

spinach. says: (10:14:42 PM)

claRICE. LOL.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:14:50 PM)

no wonder im his sis hhahaahah

spinach. says: (10:15:00 PM)

excatly

opps

exactly

ME:

see lar you

no common sense one

type also can spell wrongly

TSK

rly cannot fight with me hahahaha

i sure win one

spinach. says: (10:15:56 PM)

LOL. i dont want play only v^^

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:16:31 PM)

you dun wanna play? O.O

play what?

spinach. says: (10:17:56 PM)

sigh, really bad inference. cause you are AHDI's ********* so i dont disturb you here. heheehehehe.

(ANW THIS IS NOT TRUE, toh's crapping like big time = =)

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:18:06 PM)

wah whats *******

im a star?

i didnt knw i am ahmeng's star man

so cool

must have been rly attractive

no wonder ahmeng so popular

spinach. says: (10:18:33 PM)

alright. jellybean

LOL, YOU SERIOUSLY ARE PISSING ME OFF. LOL.

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:18:51 PM)

YOU BEABEAN

[b][c=13][a=1] CLARICE .[/a][/c] a [c=6]ILOVEYOU [/c] is good enough (: [/b] says: (10:18:54 PM)

BEANBEAN*

OKAY. This is like part of the conv. Theres so much more and i shall just stop here (:

HES PISSED! HAHAHHA. Something rare (:

Okay nite everyone!

Last day of sch tmr for this week!

YAY :D

Swtdreams!!

The feelings that fill. 02APRIL

2009-04-02T08:23:00.000-07:00

SICKENING! I just found out from shihui that theres extra chi hw.

AND i thought i FINISHED ALR!!!

Its like 11:30 alr and i wanna slp! ARGHHHHH.

Forget abt hw. Good news.

For the first time after 4yrs, i took 2.4 today!

AND I PASSED!! The whole time i kept telling myself "STUPID, just continue and see your results. Dun give up."

Thn i wasted time talking to mr ng thn dragged my time.

Luckily i still passed. :D

I guess reminders in my head constantly actually help me, SOMETIMES.

I shall go continue my work!

Nite and swt dreams guys :D

Those who are unhappy,

PLS BE HAPPY!

I WANNA DO SMTH TMR.

No one is free! ):

Falling in love?

Dun be mistaken, I DUN WEAR SPECS!

2009-03-31T05:16:00.000-07:00

NERD ME! (:

Hahahhaa went out with cindy and fran on the 22nd!

Went to marina sq and suntec to take photos!

Well WILL UPLOAD the photos when i get all of them from cindy!

The best is not what i want, not what i expect.

I only need one thats ordinary, NORMAL NORMAL NORMAL.

Smth as small as a crumb, it doesnt matter, just smth close enough to make me feel at ease.

TEACH ME, CHANGE ME, KILL ME, WHATEVER.

2009-03-31T04:50:00.000-07:00

28 MARCH 2009! :D

ABBY's 1yr BDAE :D

Had so much fun! And we celebrated earth hour at jiujiu's hse.

Had entertaining performances from sean, kaiwen, jon and keikei!

HAHAH. :D Loves!

OH and thanks jiumu for the delicious&sumptuous dinner!

Yeah its such a good thing,

A BIGGER ONE, SO much grand and nicer.

But rly its just such a stranger to me.

I'll miss everything.

Everyone's happy abt it, but i tried to smile when they told me.

I just couldnt, and i even cried like IN FRONT OF THEM.

And i guess they got disappointed.

I controlled.

But what could i do? It still took over me.

I dunno what i shd do.

I rly dun want that to happen, but i shdnt stop and i shdnt be unhappy.

It will be good for us, but can someone just teach me how to accept it?

I knw, just accept it cos theres nth i can do right?

BUT HOW?!?!

Its so confusing inside.

Such a scary, distant feeling.

AND I DUN LIKE IT!!

I smiled, but its such a forced one.

15-18 march 2009 at beaufort hotel :D

2009-03-20T00:22:00.000-07:00